Nostalgia for the Now

Lyrics

[Intro: Quadeca] Yeah [Verse 1: Quadeca] You know that I haven't started either Got a fork in two directions, but I ain't follow neither It's always been rainin', but recently, all the water's clearer On the road to glory, the story for me has gotten nearer But every day I've been writin' a page in this autobiography Fifteen years old and I've built up a followin', look at the shit I'm already accomplishin' But in the back of my mind, I swear that fear just keeps grabbin' my time Seein' what's left of it when you ain't relevant, sorry you let it in, parked how you drive Yeah [Chorus: JP Bayliss] And I do not want to live alone, I live alone And if your home is where your heart is And I don't know what I've started And I really do not wanna go home And now they're livin' like a king now, a king now But I ain't started a thing now, a thing now Everybody spread their wings out, and sing out, no, no [Bridge: Quadeca] Recently, I've been feeling my lyrics missin' meanin' I'm tryna whitewash how much they stink, like I'm Listerine, and Damn, I feelin' like I have missed the key, and So, I guess that DJ Khaled is always skippin' me, but yeah You know I'm tryna do what I can But these ignorant idiots just can't understand You know I'm tryna do what I can But these ignorant idiots just can't understand [Verse 2: Quadeca] I got new crews and new friends, I got new views and a new lens I'm a new dude, I'm the new Ben, got my YouTube with the new trends But the way I'm growin' is so unorthodox How could I be connectin' them if I have yet to sort the dots? I'm sorta lost and very found at the same time I pour the cost, know I'm very loud in the daytime And very quiet at night, 'cause I seem to shine when I write And I'm longin' to be a five-year old, chillin', flyin' a kite And I admire the sight of somebody else workin' more than me I been staying grounded, but the sky is movin' towards my feet And fortunately, I'm on course, livin' morally Grindin' to get what's rightfully mine, I'm headin' right for my dream Uh, I guess that's all I need to know for now They put me in the driver's seat, no way I'm slowin' down They know me now but don't know my sound, it is so profound But give me two years and I'll make it, let me show you how